So I am turning 18 today and I feel like not turning old.
I’m at school and I am really tired, because my phone kept me awake this night.
I’ve baked cake last evening and now they’re on my table and seperate me from society.
I just wanna go home and sleep my day out – I really don’t feel like having a 18th birthday.
Kill me, please?
It’s only 12:04 am and I am turning 18 today – I am getting way to old, way too fast!
Let me be that little girl who doesn’t have to think of anything – just play.
Anyways… I am turning 18!
“I will change my mind”
I am sick and tired of being the one who’s know as the fat or bigger one – so now I will start a diet. But I am not going to do it alone. One of my besties, Mette, are going on the same diet as I am.
I have a goal.. To look skinny before new years!
Weight at 24th December: 50 kilograms
Weight at 26 April: 86 kilograms
I will official start the diet at my 18th birthday which is at Monday 29th April.
So I have 246 days to loose 36 kilograms – and I will fight until I hit my skinny-look!
I don’t want to be known as “the fat girl” or “The big one” anymore – it has really torn me to pieces. I have no confidence and I have no and absolutly no dignity because of the people who has torn me down has really ment it. And I am really sad because the boys I like will never look at me. I don’t look like other girls because of my extras.
I will of cause let you guys know what I weight and be openminded about it – I will tell you anything from Monday, it’s a promise!
xoxo V
Another day filled with unnecessarily stuff. I can’t even use this sh*t to anything anyway – so why am I doing it? I want to help my team-mates but I relly don’t need to do anything. Physics isn’t my cup of tea and especially not this school – I don’t like my classmates or some of the teachers. So what am I doing on this school? I want to drop eveything and go. So why don’t I do that? Because I need to finish my freshment year, just to get the education – a Vet. I could drop everything and go right now and then just start working at fulltime all day, just to make some money and just to get away from these dorks I am with.
Physics and english as a combination – hell no. I’d rather just have english than this physics-sh*t. Why do we have to have unnecessarily stuff into our head? Why can’t we just get a job without studying? I am really sick and tired of being a student. I want to go back to kindergarden were you don’t have to think of education, school, future or love. I miss that time when you could ran around like an idiot – naked, without anyone commenting and torn you down. I miss being an idiot who picked up cockroach and but it into a glass with holes so it could breath.
All I need right now is breath. I need space and I need to get away from unnecessary stuff like this. A school and subjects I don’t need them right here or right now. I need my education so I can get out of little silly Denmark – I want to go away. I can’t disover anything here and I can’t even breath with these stupid and f*cked up people I live with in this country. Let me get away.
I don’t need any unnecessarily stuff anymore. I need space.
I feel replaced
Once I had a friend who ment way to much for me. We laughed, baked cakes and we even went to the street together at least twice a week. It was so funny and we learned each other to know very well. It lasted about 2-3 months, then we got a new in our class and they started to hang out like we used to do. She was pretty cool but I felt safe and happy in her company. She just had birthday and she got tickets to our favourite band and she wanted to bring me – I was so happy that I cared even more about her. But now she want to bring someone else. I don’t even talk to her anymore because I think she replaced me. I had a special bond to her – really special. I wanted to give her a gift when we had arrived to the concerthall – get her up on stage, just because I have a special, very special bond to someone who knows our favourite band. I wanted to thank her that way for bringing me. But now I can go to the stage instead – all alone and feel guilty. I don’t even think we have a friendship anymore, I mean.. We’re friends on cyberspace but that doesn’t mean we’re friends in the real world. I am invinseble for her and I became kind of invinseble for the rest of the class – it’s horrible. But I will anytime open my arms for her – but not in that way like it was before. I need an apologize. Everthing is lost..
I feel replaced
Lige nu, sidder jeg og spiser mig en kylling-bacon sandwich, som jeg har købt på mit gymnasium. Jeg sidder i lokale 35 og der er otte mennesker inkluderet mig. De snakker meget højt, og jeg har en konstant hovedpine.
Vi har AT, altså projekt – Fysik og Engelsk, ikke de bedste kombinationer. Jeg elsker engelsk, men ikke fysik. Så jeg er ved, at være godt skoletræt.
Alle der er kørt skoletræt, drikker konstant cola, Redbull, kaffe eller the for at holde jer vågne.. Her er nogle tips:
Så ved du, at du kan klare dagen igennem. Projekt skolegang er nu officielt skudt i gang!
xoxo V
He used to smile when he’s meeting his fans – but when people torn him down he can hardly smile.
He is going through so much shit and I just wish I could help him. If he needs a shoulder or someone to talk to I will be there all the time, day and night.
Racking down at people isn not ok! They don’t know Bieber and they don’t know what they are doing to him. He’s totally messed up and torn down. Help him.
So if we can make #SympathyForBieber trend on www.twitter.com it would mean a lot to him.
Then we show that we feel with him. He shouldn’t feel like crap under his concerts and have a bad mood when he meets in fans who have been waiting for hours maybe even days. I feel sorry for them and for him
People torn people down but why let people continue with it? Why can’t you see that he is almost collapsing every single time talks about it. He feel so bad!
Let us help him to feel better so just make it trend.
#SympathyForBieber @justinbieber #JustinBieber #BeliebersHelpBeliebers #HelpBieber #ILoveYouBieber
xoxo V and Bieber
Justin Bieber’s scene i Parken d. 4/20/2013 – uforglemmelig aften.
Det er ikke til at tro at ens drøm bliver opfyldt igen. Min veninde købte to billetter til Justin Bieber’s koncert i går og hun spurgte mig straks om jeg ville med. Og hvem kan sige nej til Bieber, hvis man er Belieber og har været det siden 2007 og før Scooter Braun opdagede ham? Vi havde en uforglemmelig aften og det var den fedeste koncert. Hvad så, om han var forsinket og at der var fejl i det – han kom til Danmark, gav koncert og fyrede den maks af med 45.000 Beliebers. I alt, var der 5-6 timers kørsel, for at komme fra lille bitte Middelfart, til store København. Men det var kørselen værd! A lifetime experience – just saying. Vi stod omkring 5-10 meter fra vores største idol – det var helt ufatteligt! Min veninde og jeg er 110 % sikre på, at vi skal til endnu en Justin Bieber koncert, om det så er her i Danmark eller ej! Beliebers got to stick togther as a family.
Er du Belieber og har du ikke været til en af hans to udsolgte koncerter? Så kontakt mig på shakervicki@live.dk, så planlægger vi en tur til USA eller et andet sted i Europa. Billetten skal du selv betale samt turen til koncerten – men jeg er villig til at få fat i gode billetter og sørge for, at du får en oplevelse som du sent vil glemme! Vi er jo én stor familie!
Ha’ en fantastisk aften, guys!
xoxo V
Hej alle sammen.
Mit navn er Vicki og jeg er 17 år gammel.
Jeg elsker at blogge, og har nu valgt at oprette en blog til alle mine underlige tekster og hvad jeg render rundt og laver. For det meste blogger jeg om mit liv, fashion, beauty, day and night care. Jeg håber i gider kigge med og jeg håber specielt meget på, at i nyder hvad
This is me before to trip to Copenhagen to see Justin Bieber.
jeg skriver.
Mange hilsner fra mig.