I feel replaced

I feel replaced

Once I had a friend who ment way to much for me. We laughed, baked cakes and we even went to the street together at least twice a week. It was so funny and we learned each other to know very well. It lasted about 2-3 months, then we got a new in our class and they started to hang out like we used to do. She was pretty cool but I felt safe and happy in her company. She just had birthday and she got tickets to our favourite band and she wanted to bring me – I was so happy that I cared even more about her. But now she want to bring someone else. I don’t even talk to her anymore because I think she replaced me. I had a special bond to her – really special. I wanted to give her a gift when we had arrived to the concerthall – get her up on stage, just because I have a special, very special bond to someone who knows our favourite band. I wanted to thank her that way for bringing me. But now I can go to the stage instead – all alone and feel guilty. I don’t even think we have a friendship anymore, I mean.. We’re friends on cyberspace but that doesn’t mean we’re friends in the real world. I am invinseble for her and I became kind of invinseble for the rest of the class – it’s horrible. But I will anytime open my arms for her – but not in that way like it was before. I need an apologize. Everthing is lost..

I feel replaced